Confusion of mind

The night is calm and i´m hiding in my home
I´m afraid to face the reality outside
Change my mode and everyone is guilty
Help me, help my mind ………

All the pressure through down my being
My self-esteem is in the bottom and
I got to push you down with me
I´m so sorry, so sorry, so sorry

I´m hiding to don´t hurt you
Because I want you by my side

The night is calm so I wish it was my mind
I´m waiting for the rising sun
For the new day that has to come
And the same old me…………