I’m not

I’m not the first, even not the last,
I’m not a choice, even not a chance

You’ll make me fade away or
“I will end up alone as I began”

I’m not your smile, even not your tears,
I’m not a reason, even not a meaning,

You’ll make me disappear or
I’ll end up alone as I spent all of my life

I’m not special, even not different,
I’m not what you want, I’m nothing

I don’t mean anything even to those I love
I’m really nothing; I’m nothing for you